Showing posts with label neurology. Show all posts
Showing posts with label neurology. Show all posts

Thursday, February 20, 2025

Miss Amantadine Capsule

Day 1 on a new (to me) drug that may or may not help calm all the twitching and fidgeting and rocking and tremors of my tardive dyskinesia.
 
Tardive dyskinesia is an often permanent side effect of any number of psych drugs. It took over a decade to find the right drug cocktail to let me function and participate in life like a normal (ahem) person, and I’ve been really cautious about tinkering with the pharmacology since then—even if it could potentially make my body finally SIT THE FUCK STILL.
 
But my neurologist decided yesterday that I’m at a place where my psychotropics are working (more or less) and I’m able to observe my intrusive thoughts and bipolar episodes and frustrating side effects with a degree of objectivity in case I start to plummet … so he launched me on a new pharmaceutical adventure that I started this morning.
 
So far, the only thing I’ve noticed is a chronic inability to avoid typos at work. But it’s shivery-cold and I’m a feeble 56 and I’m jacked up on Diet Coke and I’ve been snorting a substance I got in a corpse-strewn alley from a one-eyed walking tattoo named Prison Killer Dave, so the cause of the typos is really anybody’s guess.
 
As of this writing, the only real takeaway here, of course, is that Amantadine is a pretty alpha drag name.

Monday, February 1, 2021

Not to make things alarmingly about me

but I accidentally took my meds twice this morning like a forgetful idiot and now I'm dizzy and unable to walk and really sensitive to light and barely able to see and slightly nauseated and talking a bit randomly so this post is taking forever to write.

My neurologist took forever to get back to us, but he said just to sleep it off—which is hard to do because I have to wedge my arms under my sides to hold myself in place because I have a weird sensation that I’m going to roll off the couch where I’m spending the day near my doting parents. 

If you’re on either of these meds, never take 600mg of Lamotrigine and/or 1,200mg of Gabapentin (we’re not sure which is/are making me fall into this bizarre hole). 

That’s enough typing.

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